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I think...wait for it..yeah...

yes...I think I'm into video games again...awesome!

.....sweet merciful christ I'm becoming a gamer.

I don't wanna pwn noobs! you can't make me!

I have felt so good about myself this whole weekend. It really frightens me to think back a year ago and how lonely and depressing everything was ( Read more... )

god I talk too much...

Things I'm excited for ( Read more... )

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 you know something...it kinda feels good to give up ( Read more... )

 so I signed the TAG on monday...UCSD

its not that thrilling

something really bads gonna happen soon....I can feel it. Maybe not to me...but perhaps. So if something bad happens to you, don't say I didn't warn you.

...oh and Iced Earth's new cd is the bee's knee's.

Life is splendid....there, I've officially jinxed it.

But seriously, it's good to feel this again. It's been too long.

oh and I have officially lost 50 pounds....crazy.

I'm starting to take initative. To piece my life back together one shard at a time. It feels good but I'm afraid to express any sort of relief in fear I'll be dragged back down again ( Read more... )