i have a lot that i could say right now but i won't.
it's thursday night and i want to be an ER doctor, or at least do something that matters.

damien rice & the carpenters are going to be the end of me.

the other day i was bored and driving myself crazy, so i decided that i would take the bus down to state street where all the little shops and stuff are. it's really the only place around here that has something for you to do (unless you count the CAMINO REAL MARKETPLACE to be a real "something"). anyways, there are two buses that take you to ( Read more... )

there is still little that can compare.

my mom always comments on the "weird drug movies" that i like to watch.

and even if it was a twisted movie, i still loved it enough to cry in the parking lot as the credits played through my head.

my crash dvd came in the mail today.
i'm excited because i haven't seen it yet and i got it cheap.
half.com is my best friend and it's going to drain my bank account, okay?
and i am currently sitting under an umbrella (table, not tree) and it's pouring and nobody is around - a little sad, a little cold. but my crash dvd came today.

i bought A RIVER RUNS THROUGH IT by norman maclean, because it was a very good film. (however, upon reading the back just right now i think it may be something completely seperate from the movie...dammnit.)
& I AM NO ONE YOU KNOW by joyce carol oates, because it had a cool cover. (rachel, i felt you rolling your eyes at me as i picked that one up!)

i just ate the most disgusting "breakfast burrito" from the cafeteria. i can smell some real good food coming from inside the ucen but that costs money and i am cheap, seeing as how i get three free meals a day. there are about 40 birds in a three foot radius, all pecking at the ground. i'm assuming they are looking for worms (you know the old ( Read more... )

i always feel like my wrists are abnormally small.
1.8 inches.
everyone take out a ruler and measure your wrists!!!

i don't want to read anymore about religion, or philosophy, or about how we communicate with others. i want to write a novel about this life and have it give goosebumps. living without certain people here day to day is driving me slowly insane because i just think things to myself and feel things in myself and the best i can do is write them down ( Read more... )

tonight was real bad.