Why do I have to feel like this. Why does she have to emit waves in my heart's frequency and cause a pain-reaction. I can't deal with this... I know she loves me but it hurts that everyone else get's to be with her but the only one who really loves her and the only one she really loves just sits in his room. I feel like I'm dying. Things have not ( Read more... )

Well Christmas this year was one of my better years, I got some cool stuff. My main present was my iPod. It's an iPod Nano, 2 gigs. I got a couple iTunes gift cards but my iPod is already full with pirated music... LOL. I think I'm just going to sell them or something. I also got some clothes. I got a couple of t-shirts and a hoodie. Genie bought ( Read more... )

Yeah my mom took Oreo to the vet this morning and he died there. They didn't put him to sleep but they did recommend it, but he died naturally. My mom had buried him in the backyard of my grandma's house. For some reason I'm kinda relieved that its finally over. It's good that he's not in pain anymore. If you saw him it would have broke your heart ( Read more... )

I'm sorry I havn't updated frquently lately, I've been busy with school and work and stuff. But today I have some sad news, my cat is dying. For the past couple of days Oreo has been acting strange like he has no energy, and then yesterday it started to look really bad. We noticed he hasn't been eating or using the bathroom, and he hadn't moved ( Read more... )

So work is slowly settling into my life. I'm starting to get used to it and I think I'm going to start losing weight from not just sitting around all day playing video games and eating. I'm missing youth group and stuff, I'll be there Sunday for sure. I should be coming to clean up day as well ( Read more... )

Got my first paycheck today, but it was only for the orientation. So its not much, just 18.45. I guess I just get paid for the previous week I worked. Tomorrow I work breakfast shift. I've heard it sucks so I better be wide awake.The one thing I hate about this job is getting burned, my hands are already covered in burns. But eventually I'll be ( Read more... )

Today was the first day of actually working at work. It was pretty easy. It wasn't that busy of a day so it wasn't exausting. The only bad part is just standing up for 3 hours straight, which isn't even that bad. I think I pretty much got the hang of it. I'm satified with it.

I love Genie <3

Yeah the first day was really crappy. The training thing was an interactive computer thing where you watch the little cartoons do things that teach you how to do stuff and they occassoinally ask you questions that you have to answer. Every 10 seconds I had to click next... next.... next... and they were pretty much talking about obvious things like ( Read more... )

It seems I gained 5 pounds in the last month, possibly even more by now. I need to go back to trying to leep a healthy diet and try to work out in my spare time. The weight training thing will have to wait until senior year and I will take the class because I have a job now. I need to turn my excess body fat into muscle. I don't want to be small, I ( Read more... )

I got the job at McDonald's! I am so happy I finally got my first job! I'm going to the orientation on Tuesday and as soon as my uniform comes in I shall be starting. Hooray for me!