something felt wrong from the moment i woke up.. on the way to school and on my way home everything felt strange.. i still feel like there's something wrong like i know something bad's going to happen.. it's not wishful thinking that's for sure but dammit i know something is going to go wrong.. and i can't stop myself from thinking that something ( Read more... )

damn i'm bored.. hmmmmmmm.. rain rain rain.. that's all i saw today.. i didn't see my boyfriend or any of my friends.. i was in the house all damn day.. my floor was all wet when i woke up cuz of the damn rain.. my dog is somewhere out there probably freezing his ass off.. i still have to study for that pathology quiz on tuesday.. where the hell is ( Read more... )

i never remembered being really psyched for christmas (well maybe once or twice ( Read more... )

it's just one of those days when you realise that you've had 3wks. of from school but it's only now that you've realized that you've done nothing worth while. i mean who can say that spending most of their sembreak not being sober while watching yourself deteriorate in the mirror is not fun, right? damn i need to get a life. or at least to ( Read more... )

everything beautiful dies, then you're left alone with only your regret... =P

the same thing just keeps happening, why?!?! what the hell is the point of learning lessons in life if you keep re-learning the same lessons over and over and over again... why? what the hell is the point of anything? when one part of your life is great, everything else falls apart... i'm so sick of it, i'm sick of everything... i wanna just run ( Read more... )

i'm currently believing in the philosophy of ( Read more... )

i see you ( Read more... )

will you notice, with all the things that your're doing ( Read more... )

do you know what it feels like to have the person you love the most tell you "i don't love you anymore".... i do...it feels like he ripped my heart out of my chest and shoved it down my throat... it's like having that person stab you in the back and then take the same knife and stab you repeatedly in the chest, piercing your lungs, rendering you ( Read more... )