so things have been eventful and stressfull as of late. i constantly feel kind of crappy, and always cold. I wish we would turn the heat on in our house ( Read more... )

this weekend was great and i never wanted it to end. everything just seemed perfect. good food, good drinks, good looks, good laughs, and good love

i love you and i will be there soon to stay.

we nov have been dating for 2 years.

my head feels like its spinning, spinning out of control

and all of sudden i feel so broken.

happiness is hard to find anymore, atleast where i am.

and i can feel it , giving

i believe this may be my last entry. i looked back at the past 20 entries none of which have been commented on which leads be to believe that really i write in this and no one reads it. but anyway ( Read more... )

Judgin by the clock now its to late for me to be up. i have work in 6.5 hours. that is terrible. I am really tired and i really can't sleep. i just have so many thoughts about everything to begin with but the date, well it just makes me think more. and i can seem to put my guitar down untill i come up with some words. i wrote two amazing songs on ( Read more... )

i hate home. its so not where i want to be, especially after this weekend ( Read more... )

i miss home, because this is certainly NOT IT.

things i have here.
1. my bike
2. guitar
3. brenden?
4. siblings

things i don't have here/
1. you
2. friends
3. fun
4. any interesting people. period.

sad.