and i already hate this place.

once there was someone. someone who had a pretty good life. everyone thought that person had a good life and a lot gooing for them too. and not doubt they do but sometimes things can get rough. i boy called tonight who sounded as if he was in tears, he may have been but most likely, who knows. "i don't know what to do he said". "is everything ok ( Read more... )

this week was a lot of fun. lew came to kutztown and he is the man. lewis and clarke show on friday was great. lou is such a great guy and so is tim oaks i hope i see more of them in the future. saturday was lores bday party and it was fun untill i got drunk, too drunk from drinking a total of 5 beers and 5 glasses of wine, ergh, it was emotioinal ( Read more... )

this weekend was a lot of fun. well long weekend because it started tuesday afternoon untill now. we went to my house. i got a new guitar it was great. then we came back to school, work, capture the flag, work, blah blah blah. then we went to wilkes barre for the weekend. and i have finally come to the full realization as to how much i like it ( Read more... )

Right now i am really scared. I am feeling very anxious about everything and don't like this feeling one bit. I have no idea what i am doing next year, i just know i am not going to be in kutztown, which i don't know but i feel is really the right decision because its something i have wanted to do since i got here. I am just scared period theres ( Read more... )

well i haven't updated in well over a month here is what up. I got a new camera its awesome. things at school are going really good, my classes are hard and time consuming but i really like them. i have started applying to schools and i am extrememly scared of not getting in because i want to go for photography and having a portfolio blah blah blah ( Read more... )

well, valentines day was amazing and i am glad i had the most amazing person ever to spend it with. i won't go into details but it was very personal and amazing ( Read more... )

tonight me mike and lore went to wal mart to valentine things, and no i don't mean the band with the lyrics "your hot.....so fucking hot ( Read more... )

this weekend i played music with dudes from a house divided it was awesome, school gets really hard some times but i can do it, im starting to put myself back on the path of what i want to do i started applying to schools so we will see where i end up. kelsey and i watch entirely to many movies ( Read more... )

i have that feeling again where i really don't know what i want to major in. yes i really like doing this art thing but i still feel real confused as to what i want to do.