Im tired of all this DRAMA. I just want to leave. Everything I do is blown way out of proportion. Last night my mom told me that she didnt think that I was ready to leave. She told me that she thought I wasnt ready and if I was going to move to Tucson that she wouldnt fund my education until second semester. I need to take first semester off ( Read more... )

While wallowing in my own self pity yesterday as I was sitting in G.E.D. class Westley slapped me. He then told me that the only way that I was going to pass the class is if I stopped making duragatory comments about all the people who were there. There were so many different GHETTO people there. I think that a prerequisite to get into the class ( Read more... )

Im content with everything right now. Im happy with the friends Ive chosen for myself and the way my life is going. I applied to Pima College yesterday so thats done. It seems though as much as I try there is that little glitch in the system. Someone who cant let go of the past and look into the future. Someone who wont let go of grudges and ( Read more... )

When I saw him last night I thought to my self why? He is the nicest guy Ive ever met and I still want (#$%**). It infuriates me that I keep on going back to that stupid idea in the back of my head that maybe there is a chance ( Read more... )

Drama drama everywhere.....

I dont know how to sum up the break. Last night wasnt a big deal, atleast I keep telling myself that. My mother went postal and then decided that it would be the best time to tell the family that I was gay. My family just sat there speechless. I on the other hand thought that it was one of the best times to go and sing a rousing song of Im ( Read more... )

I was thinking that I might have made the wrong decisions the last couple of days, but now that I ponder about it I realize that I was right. I cant sustain relationships that are filled with meaningless drama that gos no where. I cant be around negative people. I need more people who will up lift me. To those who do thanks so much. Cameron, ( Read more... )

Well so many things have happened. Christams was so totali cool. I just went and bought more clothes today ( Read more... )

I cant even rely on my self. God damn I miss Monica so much but I dont know how to explain it. I miss just being a dumb ass with her and thinking about what we were going to do now in the future. Its all changed now though. Now she has plans with Rey and I dont want to disturb her plans. She has someone that she truly cares for. She has ( Read more... )

I had a conversation with Alfred the teddy bear last night and he told me that I need to speak my mind more. Me? I thought that I spoke my mind, and thats why people would always get mad at me. Could it be that Im not speaking what I really want to come out of my mouth. Maybe Im speaking things to just cover up some of my flaws. Alfred laughed ( Read more... )