Just when I am ready to give up....she pulls me right back in. Maybe I am being foolish, but until I have no faith I must be foolish. God Damn I fucking Love Panic! At The Disco. And I am going to see them so be jealous.

So I might have fucked up tonight. I went to Brainmillers while Katie was there with her X and some friends and this was bad. I knew she was there and I just wanted to go to play some pool and watch Texas win. Anyways this was not a good idea and Katie was pissed at me. I don't quite understand like what the problem is just because I was there. ( Read more... )

And so here it is....everything we have shared and experinced is on the table....you either want it or you don't. Break my hear if u must but do not keep my mind astray...Broken Hearts can mend, and life will go on. You are not the end, you are merely a new beginning. If I am not what u want than let me go, for my heart can not play these games ( Read more... )

I just feel like leaving an entry. There is no purpose at all.

and here is my relief....


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Lately I find myself to be easily angered. I have no idea why I get angry sometimes. I dunno maybe I am just crazy. I think part of it has to do with the fact that this is the first Christmas without my grandfather and father. But I don't understand why that is making me mad. I am pissed right now that a lovely friend of mine is piss drunk from the ( Read more... )

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Tonight I thought a lot. I enjoyed hanging out with Nathaniel and Ivana and company very much however I still realized something that kind of bothers me. Nathaniel is without a doubt my brother. He is not my best friend because he is so much more. When he is around people just cling to him I guess. To be hoenst as amazing as it is I find myself ( Read more... )

No raise for Chris. Because of the decision to increase min wage I don't get a raise for another four months. WTF assholes. Fucking polatics suck. Gonna go midnight bowling and Ivana if u read this and u didn't go.....*GROWL*....but I have faith my dear that I can talk you into going. By the way for all you who have not seen The Lion, The Witch, ( Read more... )

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