He was only four years old! and so energetic. Who will chase me around the house now? Who will play fetch with me? (kahlua runs after it but when it hits the bottom she runs away confused)

Itll be too sad to go home.

Martini died. Poison from going outside something.

He was the best dog-cat there ever was.

Martini is on a kitty IV drip and hes staying overnight in the hospital and they dont know whats wrong with him and my family isnt telling me much cuz its exam week. Something about his liver.

Tomorrow he is getting a CAT scan though (which sounds kinda silly).

http://protest.net/dcimc/index.cgi?span=event&ID=811477&day=31&month=&year=2007&state_values=

I found my first and second gray hair today. wtf i am so old

Sometimes I am not in the mood for people to gawk at my legs.

I hate the world.

http://www.geocities.com/lifexplore/infp.htm

It doesnt feel like im turning 21 in two days. I will probably be right here. in bed. sick. not going anywhere or doing anything, missing class, sleeping through exams and being cold even though everyone outside i observe are wearing t-shirts. I may have thrown up one of my antibiotics (probably not but i am not getting better so i want to blame ( Read more... )

So i dyed the icky bleeched part of my hair to something resembling my natural color and superglued my glasses back together (they broke 6 months ago) and i was so excited i thought i finally looked like me again. Then my glasses fell apart again. Ill try once more tomorrow but i feel defeated right now.

Six String Samauri.  Almost as good as Xanadu and Surf Ninjas combined ( Read more... )