I'm doing dandy, I suppose. Life hasn't been too eventful ( Read more... )

So, school's going alright, I suppose. I'm doing okay in school so far; I'm maintaining B's (That seemed so ironic and so impossible two or three years ago.) I've been the center of attention within my small circle of friends. I don't think that's very like me, but it clicks, somehow. It's nice, but sometimes a little boring and a little sad. For ( Read more... )

If you don't see these people all summer, then you're not really going back to see your friend and friends. You're coming back to a stranger that doesn't call ( Read more... )

Summer winds down. Tonight was nice, and breezy.

Jesus fucking Christ, I never knew I could ever have such an impact on people's lives. Aren't I just special?

It's this nice night. I think I love to hear the banjo play while this wispy voice sings. I love the line, I have a red kite, maybe one day I can put your sight in it and show you the sky. I need insight like that I think. It would be nice to have a clean slate. I've been given a lot of thought to that. It's nice. Nice, that's a word I'm using a ( Read more... )

It's 1Am. I'm buying a lot of movies now. It made me feel alone. It's been a month in a half since I've really seen anybody. I think it's amazing that an eighteen-year-old can really be that lonely or anti-social ( Read more... )

It makes you think nickel cold. I'm working a lot. I'm living, I suppose. Yeah. I am. But you think, "Hey, I'm living the wonderful life!" I'm retreating in myself...It's not good, but it makes you curl when you're introverted. It makes you curl South, I think. The arrow points down, inward ( Read more... )

I woke up this morning and thought, "Fuck, did I really do that?"

I thought about it, and I realized that I haven't seen many people this summer. It's sad I suppose, that's my fault though, I push people away. And it makes me a product of my own making, which is also sad, too, I suppose. I half-heartedly wish my relationship with people would work out better, but it doesn't. I devoted a lot of my free time to ( Read more... )