In the new years of estrangements, we’ll all laugh a little slower from the glare reflecting off our T.V screens, the blue light shining on our face, in a stupor at times, I’m well aware. We’re sometimes slowly startled by the sound of a loved one coming through the door a little late, I suppose, the floorboards creaking under their feet as they ( Read more... )

So tonight was graduation. Besides having to suffer through some students singing duets with a piano it wasn't too bad. I was nervous though, I imagined I'd go up there and something went wrong in one my classes and I wouldn't get a diploma. But they gave it to me, so whether that was on purpose or not I'm not giving it back ( Read more... )

I want you to know things are going pretty well. I was in the city today. I thought about how much it bothers me when nurses’ smoke and doctors are fat ( Read more... )

So I hope you're enjoying what's been given to you.

All I had were these stupid ideas, like streets being flowers and cherry pouring into the sky. I must have wrote it thirty times, and each time I wrote it down the same way hoping it would mean something else, and all it did was get me more frustrated and even further from where I wanted to get my message across. Cherry pouring, maybe rain, it ( Read more... )

So, the college trial periods were a pretty stressful one. I got rejected from a lot of the one's I wanted to get into, like Temple. The first letter of rejection is probably the worst one. It was putting pressure on me and in turn, making me feel a little tired and weak. I think I might end up going to Widener, though ( Read more... )

It's been three whole months of blank beautiful absense of writing in here. I'm doing alright in life right now, I think. I have a lot to get together with the future, but you know, I'm happy. I'm doing better than ever in most areas of my life, I think. It's about time. I'd been so unhappy for seven years. I've got a circle of friends, a job, a ( Read more... )

So, the week's been alright. I wasn't looking forward to Christmas this year, mainly because I had spent the night over as Lauren's last Christmas. I think she was feeling just as distressed about it as me, and made plans the night before ( Read more... )

Geez. It's been so long since I wrote anything here. There really isn't much to write. I'm doing alright this year, mostly. I got new glasses, finally. It took me over six stores to finally find something, but I'm happy with the choice ( Read more... )

Yeah, I'm still alive