i just returned from a, let's call it massive, hiatus. incredibly enough, i don't think i'm the same person that left. since i am making an effort to do ~more~ on here now, and for past, current and future friends i haven't even made yet, ( allow myself to introduce...myself. )

the fire. the passion. the need to write. it used to be a be in front of a screen for hours, pouring everything onto a keyboard. and it filled a hole. and it's been so long since i've felt it. did the hole get filled or did it empty me out? i've never been able to write out the mundane day to day things. i woke up. i went to work. i came home. i ( Read more... )

Well that was a lengthy absence ( Read more... )

Cigarettes lit by matches seem better to me than lighter-lit ones. Been out of touch with the whole world lately. I could be trapped in a bubble with the boyfriend for an undeterminable time and I'm pretty sure I could call it home. In an apartment stuffed with people like sardines packed in, I'm constantly surprised everyday that the situation has ( Read more... )

And all it took was an epic-ish St. Patty's and a subsequent trip to Fayetteville ( Read more... )

Just found out Gaga is gonna be coming by right around my birthday! I'm kind of definitely excited. I wish I could have gotten in on the craze when she was still the biggest secret around. But I'll totally hang out with thousands of other sweaty people if I have to. Sigh, the sacrifices I make...

Seriously. My life feels like a car with a flat tire, stuck on the side of the road. Finding a job is straight retarded, I've got the resumes. Which, btw, is useless! Because people refuse to hire if you lack experience and the only way to GET experience is to have a job which you can't get if you don't have experience which is useless....You see ( Read more... )

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( my brain likes to run around with scissors )

YOU DO NOT NEED TO REDUCE ME TO A BAWLING BABY BY WATCHING YOUR MOVIES ( Read more... )

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.....you know, just because.