the best thinspiration will always be yourself ( Read more... )

i have found so popcilcles that are only 15 calories! woo hoo. my new food. popcicles. :) this is good.

okay since i work out on mondays, wednesday, fridays, and Saturday. i am going to eat on those days so my body does get too tired and wont work out for me. so my new diet plan looks like this ( Read more... )

"You're wasting away to nothing.."

"Uh.. yeah i wish." "okay..." *takes a bite of bread ( Read more... )

monday: coffee/water/tea fast ( Read more... )

i love fasting. it makes me feel skinny even though i know i am not.

dear lord why didnt any body tell me i was fat ( Read more... )

wow totally went fucking crazy today with the food. i shoudl punch myself. really i'm sure over 1000 calories today. BAD! tomorrow is major working out. MAJOR. i hate me.

where are my fab 5 to take me and whip me into shape? i dont know but, i need them. and the gym calls. i am going to go and be like lucy at the gym. so go me go.

haha funny. i dont even believe in god and i feel the need to ask it why i can't be skinny. Stupid ( Read more... )