I don't know whats going on here. I went and hung out with Heather got high and drunk, then had sex with some random guy in the ravine.I came home and went to sleep. All of a sudden Craig is standing over me with a gun in his hand? I'm in the garage? This doesn't make sense ( Read more... )

Yeah, so guess what i got to do last nigth everyone..,Wanna know ( Read more... )

Wow! I'm alive guys. Alive and Kickin. I haven't been going to school, and i probably won't go back. I have a child to be getting ready for. Yup i'm due in two and a half months! Soooo needless to say i have been working my ass off for money. I already have about 3500 saved. I also worked out some stuff with my mom, much to Craig's dismay. She ( Read more... )

I left...I don't live with Craig anymore...I had to leave. I know that Craig isn't aware of this yet, as he's in the garage, fast asleep. But i left. I just thought i'd let everyone know, i'm safe. I'm sorry for whatever drama i'll cause at school tomorrow...and i'm sure a couple people will be estatic...what good friends they are...I think i'll go ( Read more... )

I'm so sorry i haven't been updating. You know us pregnant women...we forget.

Or the fact that i've been in so much pain lately that i can't sit in a desk at school, let alone sit in front of the computer. I have to hide it from Craig. He'd freak out. The nurse sent me home early the past couple days, but i've been sneaking back into the school ( Read more... )

Hey guys, Sorry for the lack of updating. Everytime i sit in front of the computer long enough to update this thing, i end up getting sidetracked or nausous or something happens.

I suprised Craig and i upset him so badly. I didn't mean to, it was totally meant as showing how much i really and truly love him. I'm so stupid. I love him so much, but ( Read more... )

I've been crying myself to sleep again. It's really hard not to have my family suporting me. Backing me up. Toby won't stop harrassing me. I wish i could just run home and into my mom's arms and just have her hold me, without judgement. Just as a daughter. Not the "perfect" daughter, just her daughter. I love being here. Joey has finally gotten ( Read more... )

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Mom found out i'm pregnant. She is kicking me out. I don't know where to go or what to do. The only person whom knows is Jimmy. I haven't told Craig yet. Our newfounding relationship is still so fragil, i don't want to ruin it. It's not like i'll be hiding it for much longer, i know that. I'm already 10 and a half weeks. *Sigh* What should i do?The ( Read more... )

Omg...Joey just called me. Said Craig's in the hospital. It's all my fault. I'm--sorry.

I have to go see him. Joe said he's stable, now.