new effing journal cause this one sucks! yeah..add it bitches sxlostinyouxb

hey hey! aww man, i had an awesome day yesterday! i'm soo effing excited! you guys have NO idea..hah! i have a secret! =D and i don't know when you'll be able to find out what it is..someday..someday..i can't tell you though. hah! i told 2 people..because they won't be able to see it..well someday..but not soon!! aww man! i'm SOOOO effing happy ( Read more... )

alright..so my sister, my stepmom, Nick, and I had a talk today. and decided that i need to get out of Attica school. So next year, i'm going to Pavilion. yes my senior year. but who gives a fuck? not me. I have a feeling it will be so much better for me if i just get on with my life and leave everything behind.  well not everything behind. but a ( Read more... )

okay i'm at the library and i got a book out called Chocolate for a Teen's Dreams it's like "Heartwarming Stories About Making Your Wishes Come True" and i read this one story..made me cry..so i just thought i'd share..

( Crossroads by Diane Gonzales Bertrand )

umm yeah..i haven't been very happy lately..in case any of you haven't noticed..it's just that i've been very stressed. people suck really bad, and i don't like them..but that's not the only reason why. i really don't know why i haven't been happy..i just haven't been in the greatest mood. i've been pissed too. somebody needs to make me happy. i ( Read more... )

you're tearing me apart!

so today, had it's ups and downs just like every single day has been going. and i don't know. i'm really sick of this whole ups and downs thing. =/ and now. i'm in a "high" mood.

okay. "rant time"

i want a guy, who's gona be here for me. a guy who won't push me away, a guy that's gona feel comfortable talking to me. ( Read more... )

okay, how about if any of you have a problem with me, you say it straight up. because this anonymous bullshit is basically bullshit. come on kids, we're in high school, time to at least start being mature. sorry if that's too hard for you. but it's time to face your problems face to face, not hiding behind the computer.. and even if you haveto use ( Read more... )

so i was doing some thinking and junk, and i just..there's so many things about me that i didn't realize/didn't wana realize. i'll be honost, i don't know who i am as a person yet, and there's just so many things that make me as a person. people are gona like me/not like me, their choice. i don't care, honostly i don't, if they don't like me, they ( Read more... )

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and i forgot possibly the most greatest thing in which i have ever said:

Already brokN: i would so marry a chinese guy just so he could make me rice every damn night. and a chinese midget at that. because rice+chinese+midget=madgreatsex.