and now my heart is full. now, my heart is full.

xo.

i quit smoking like three weeks ago ( Read more... )

i just spent the last two hours sitting in my room listening to old school emo, drinking stella, and writing a paper. it kind of ruled. if schoolwork was like this all the time, i'd do school work...all the time ( Read more... )

i can't sleep. it is torture, one day left. this is like christmas when i was five and still believed in santa. except that instead of waking up and finding him under a big, half-dead tree tomorrow, i'm going to wake up to an alarm clock, take a shower, go to work, and then finally get to see him after all that. the tree thing is so much cooler ( Read more... )

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ian not having his phone is seriously bumming me out.

yesterday ben and i got in a big fight. then i cried a lot. i'm so stressed out lately, sorry. sorry sorry sorry. i'm trying.

three more days. ug. three more nights in a big bed by myself. miss you.

so i am pretty sure i aced (i hate that word!) my one midterm. work is pretty non-overwhelming so far, and i'm pretty psyched for that. i guess i just budget my time well somehow (miraculously) because i do always have stuff to do but i always get it done ( Read more... )

buffalo '66. good times ( Read more... )

in a perfect world, people could talk to other people without it meaning any more than gee, i think you're neat and fun to talk to.

that doesn't work between girls and boys. i don't know. i guess i'm too used to all my best friends being boys.

i am a lazy bum. i had a hangover this morning, so i just sat on the couch and watched sex is comedy (it's really good) and then spun (kinda funny, it was okay). i forgot to eat. hungry hungry hungry ( Read more... )