my hamster is out of control. he stayed up all night taking apart a paper towel roll. i actually had dreams about him because he was being so loud. i dreamt that he was making a nest out of the cardboard shavings he had clawed and bitten off, and that he was actually a she, and gave birth to many baby hamsters, and i wanted to throw them in the ( Read more... )

whew. for a second there, i thought i lost you.

good idea, bad idea. good idea. bad. good. good. good idea.

sarah is alright. she remembers me. working alone with her on friday, but i think i managed to create pleasant relations ( Read more... )

school is actually not bad. life is actually pretty damn awesome.

sara is actually going to be the new manager of my store . . . we'll see how that goes. i'm going to miss shawn.

sometimes, really, i just feel like i could explode. it's a good thing. a very, very good thing.
i am full to bursting.

thank you.

i have been on vacation for almost two years. tuesday, vacation is over. school again. terrified. being a twenty-year-old freshman? not chill. not graduating till 2008? also not chill ( Read more... )

therapy was very unproductive. i don't talk about anything except writing and how great everything is. i don't need to pay someone to listen to that. maybe when school starts, i'll have a little more to say ( Read more... )

sunday morning again, and no work. it's a beautiful thing. sundays used to depress me, but now they mean sleeping in and making breakfast for my dear and me. also, crosswords. i look forward to them ( Read more... )

going on dates is the best. and i don't even mind paying for them ( Read more... )

this year has been fucking hectic. a lot of terrible things happened, but a lot of good things came out of it, and i'm better for it in the end. next year, i have a feeling, is going to be amazing. i have learned a lot about what is important, what isn't, and how to stand back and say, "hey, fuck it!" that's important to me, because i had a ( Read more... )

last night i went to bed at 11:30. i didn't actually get to sleep until after three, though. i mean, i was in and out of sleep before then, but i got woken up by three phonecalls. number one i didn't bother to answer because it was ben and he was just going to ask if i was asleep. number two was ian, and i had just fallen asleep, too, but being ( Read more... )