I've tried so long
To stay so strong
But I've finally reached
My  [[b r e a k i n g]]  point
It's time to give up
& move on with what I want to do
so this is my last FUCK YOU
I'm not going to hate you
& I'm not going to forget you
But I am going to let you go
So enjoy your life without me
I hope she makes you happy

This lack of snow and warm weather  is some-what depressing.
Christmas won't be the same if there is no snow and no cold weather.
4 days till Christmas, snow better happen fast.

Feeling really lonely right now.
Pretty much been home the past three days by myself.
Well at least with Lilly. But how much company can a dog keep you?
I really wish Chris was home.
He was going to suprise me last night and come home
but Jeff never ended up leaving to come to Roseville.
At least he wanted to come suprise me, he had good intensions.
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The loneliness of nights alone ( Read more... )

What's left of me...Just a up-date about how everything has been going, I guess ( Read more... )

Since my last up-date ( Read more... )

Eh four hours of Night School EVERY Tuesday and Thursday is becoming WAY more overwhelming than I thought it would be ( Read more... )

Haven't up-dated in awhile.

Since the last time; I started night school every Tue and Thurs for 15 weeks; school is almost over. 13 weeks or something of that sort; 56 days till Mexico. My cars broke. Chris and I aren't together anymore and hardly talk = / I'm with Falicia everyday. Haven't really worked in like two weeks. LMFAO Whatever shit ( Read more... )