wow, this is the first time im writing in here since 2005...wow time flys by! i dont even know what to write at the moment. frankly, im surprised LiveJournal didnt delete my account. ill write more later...

i miss everyone! :*(

RUSSELL

R

is for

Rare

U

is for

Unusual

S

is for

Scary

S

is for

Swanky

E

is for

Exuberant

L

is for

Liberal

L

is for

Legendary


What Does Your Name Mean?

"I want everyone who reads this to ask me 3 questions, no more no less.
Ask me anything you want. Really. I'll answer anything. [probably]
Then I want you to go to your journal, copy and paste this allowing your friends (including myself) to ask you anything."

so i just read jess' lj, and i guess she decided not to go tomorrow to dinner....i dont know what to say, but if she doesnt then whatever, im not going to waste my time waiting for someone to make a decision or nag me to make a decision bout what to do n shit....so if she doesnt want to go, then nothing i can do but just suck it up, and have a good ( Read more... )

tonight i got those thoughts again..... i really hate life! i wish itd all end right now.... and thats what scares me is that i actually tried it mutiple times before but chickedn out, i hate life!

Gloomy Sunday is playing at Regal Cinemas Sawgrass 23! Wow... thats aweomse!!! to my german class friends tell the frau. anyways just thought id post that... byes

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last night i was discussing with my parents about my living in new york city for the summer to see if i really like it up there and whatnot. They agreed if i can prove myself to earn the right to do it my parents and i will find an apartment and they will pay rent but im responsible for everything else, i.e. - groceries, transportation, etc. So I ( Read more... )

lot of bad news this past few days....depression is setting in again.... nikki still seems out of reach and yet i want to get over her but i cant.... i want to keep waiting but i shouldnt.... im so depressed right now... this and bunch of other stuff going on with the family n other people, just not a good time ( Read more... )