so, i had gone to the doctors- i do have some serious throat virus- pharyngitis, and than the doctor had seen my ears are a bit red. while i was there i finally had my right foot check, since it was sore over weeks now. she gave me a referral for another doctor- a foot doctor i believe. so, now i have to make another pointment to see him. anyway ( Read more... )

wake up, throat hurts like hell, can't talk cause of throat, calling doctors, calling out of work today cause under the weather, watching once more with feeling, giles smoothing voice- almost forgotten what this show does to me, makes me think about reality, than thinking if anything's really worth it- but life's worth it, gotta keep faith, ( Read more... )

let's see- I've done the taxes today, through i was all blahness. i had this guy asked me if i was okay, cause it looked like i was spacing- eh, right. i was spacing, and i guess i didn't feel so hot, and probably should've waited to get the taxes done for another day, but i wanted it done, and knowing me i would had forgotten until the last day ( Read more... )

i swear people in PA are insane. if they'd hear of snow, than they would run for the first store- through it seems they only run to costco, then anything, "oh yeah, gotta stock up on the bulkin' food cause who knows when we get out of the house!" it's unbeliever watching the members rushing in, and acting all insane. but, i would take less rudness ( Read more... )

earlier tonight after my faith fell asleep, i was watching this video my sister had bring back from her wedding/honeymoon at Hawaii. it was a beautiful video, and whoever filmed it had done an awesome job with the settings, and music for the video. for moments i thought i was watching some soap, or something cause that kind of beautiful love doesn' ( Read more... )

why do we feel like we shoulder, or shoulder-ing to do things- than we would feel betrayed by people who make demands on our lives? I'll never get it, but that's life right? I need to learn to suck up everything, and deal with living. things happened to us all for a reason, but we shoulder-ing pretend we aren't living, cause we are. but, maybe it ( Read more... )

Um, today was okay i supposed as a work day goes. but, I'm getting kinda un-amused by the people there- and I'm not saying the members this time, but the mangers, and sup's in control. anymore it's seems my dept. doesn't matter than the frontend. we would go for hours until breaks, than being ignored when we called down for replacements for ( Read more... )

why do i feel such a boring person, lately? i would open up my journal, and i want to write something about my day but i sit here, and stare at the screen cause i have nothing excited i had done today- well, maybe that's not true. every day i spent with my faith is excited, but for some reason i feel something's missing. like my days are flying by ( Read more... )

friend: oh good I thought you had been kidnapped by aliens! got a little scared there! lol ( Read more... )

whoa, today had gone by so fast- why is it every time I'd have off from work would go super fast, but when I'm working than it's slow motion.. something's wrong here. it shouldn't feel like I've to settle for a job to earn money, but than it feels like i have to if i want something out of life- i guess that's the cost for being the grown up in ( Read more... )