no matter how hard i tried to reach people, it seems i'm falling behind. some day's i wish i was somebody else, or just a different life style than what i have ( Read more... )

I rather have real kisses, than the chocolate candy kisses anyday .;*

   yesterday while my niece, and my sister was over -- i've taken some pictures, and thought i would share to my journal friends..


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no update for couple of days -- umm yeah i know, and i guess i didn't have much time to update this thing anymore. i've been messin' around with my progms, and i thought i'm going to share 'three' i had made of shannen, than the p3 girls -- with shannen of course, than a cute one of david, and shannen. it's probably too large to add to journals, ( Read more... )

I'm going through angel dorkness tonight -- BUT look what i can do now!? ;B


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I've been talking to some old friends again, and it seemed nice to get back together with the circle of friends again, but somewhat I feel like I'm trying to hard to reach people -- to make people I know realize who I am now, and not who I was before. I've changed, and i guess many wouldn't agreed with the changed I've become, but I've growth into ( Read more... )

So.. I haven't updated this thing a while, and I've got a lot to update. I mean .. a lot like enough to take a bunch of updates. But right now I'm thinking I'll just start with the small stuff and talk about how I'm going to be less anti social ( Read more... )

what's so fuckin' ironical, i was just thinking about this one movie i haven't seen for ages now, 'friends until the end,' with shannen, and tonight i turned on lifetime than it was on! that's ironical i say.

I feel all ill again-- liked a huge truck ran over me. though i went into work today, and i didn't think a second weekend of calling out would go so good with the bosses, and I'm trying to keep all my call offs down this year. it seemed I've been calling out too much, so they say 6 days in one year is too much, than i would like to see what's not ( Read more... )

I guess I seemed weak to most, and gelidness in the ways I choose to live sometimes, than never really know who I could trust, but you never had given up on me -- but why? Like the rest of the semi circle abandoned me, and left without a word why, but you are still here by my side. What do you see in me, and the other's don't? Well, I can't play ( Read more... )