To many things going through my mind right now to really get them all down. It has been an year since my grandfather died and I'm still suffering, I'm getting lied to by some people, can't find a job for the life of me, and my life has gone to shit, and I feel like giving up on everything ( Read more... )

I wonder just how many people might respond to this. I know right off the bat that people will think it's a self-centered post but I need to get it off my chest anyways. I really think I'm just about at the end of my rope on a lot of things and I still haven't hit rock bottom either. If certain people read this and have an idea of what I'm ( Read more... )

Well it's official, I've changed my name and appearence ( Read more... )

I truly wonder just how many people actually read my posts or not. A lot of people say they are my friends but yet never try to talk with me. It's like they only befriended me cause my wife told them too or just to be polite for her ( Read more... )

Just thought to let people know I'm still around somewhere. A lot of crap is on my plate and it seems nobody cares about me or even wants to care. Classic example is aim or yahoo, I can be on for days on end and still not hear from anyone, my wife will get on and within 10 minnutes I'll hear a message alert for her go off. I swear I must be ( Read more... )

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Lets go at this again


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First of all I know I don't post much on here but seems like nobody except for a very few ppl would really care............
Now to the question I have for everyone,

Out of everyone that knows me, who can name 5 things they like about me(and liking me because of my other half is NOT a reason)? Now list why you think of those 5 things first

On the twelfth day of Christmas, ( Read more... )

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