GO TO START ON THE STREET!

it is this sunday, in worcester on park ave

it's an art festival and there will be music, and street performers and all kinds of cool people and i'm selling my art there and everyone should go!

tonight was insane. i danced onstage at the flaming lips show in a yeti costume and met wayne. it was fucking amazing.

i feel a little lost. and i realize i don't really fit into anything anymore, particularly at my apartment. it's rather unsettling. i need someone around that i actually connect with, but everyone seems to be fading and disappearing. i feel that later in life i will end up stuck in a world that i am uninterested in, cannot connect with, and can't ( Read more... )

FUCK.

i don't know if i want to do this anymore.

and i need someone right now but i'm too much of a fucking pussy to say it.

fuck. fuck. fuck. fuck. fuck.

i just want to stay home.

fuck.

somethings not right. i feel really weird. and just generally not okay and it just isn't going away and i think i'm slipping back and i can't talk to my therapist because she'll just put me on prozac, maybe i should just stop.

what's coming is the scariest thing i've ever had to deal with. i'm nervous. and excited. and we're most likely going to fail, and maybe that's okay.

deja vu.

happy march 11th.

bored bored bored. i'm super tired. and bored. and i kind of just want to sleep again ( Read more... )

GROUPER IS OPENING FOR ANIMAL COLLECTIVE!!!!!

i am so fucking excited, oh my fucking god i cannot even contain myself right now.

this is the most amazing news i think i have ever fucking heard ahhhuakjegjdjadshfvjebvgf,mdsf

well i don't know what i do recently. i went to st. vincent de pauls or whatever yesterday and today and that was nice. i got another fur coat, it's also fake but it's longer and brown ( Read more... )

absurd, absurd, absurd. absurd.

i have some shy nervous cakes in my mental pants man... it's extremely silly.