Never felt this way before.

Perhaps this is what depressions is like?

I should stay off the internet.

why does everything they say hurt somehow? the fuck is wrong with me? is it the stress of college stuff getting to me? i sure hope so.

There's a spider on the wall but I'm letting it live. I had a nice day and I don't want to end his.

I just told him not to bite me while I sleep.

My life is 10% drama and 90% patheticness. But it's not going so bad right now.

Sorry for the vague post...if the time and mood are right, I hope to get into detail soon.

I have a headache and I'm extremely tired. But I feel good.

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So here I am sitting at home on a Friday night, blogging. Yay. I'm always tired these days, aren't I ( Read more... )

It's 12:30 am. I have calculus and physics tests tomorrow. I don't really understand the physics that well ( Read more... )

Last night (yes, Tuesday night) was the Story of the Year concert. Christine had bailed the night before, so we tried in vain to find a replacement. So it was me, Derek, and Vanessa. Letter Kills opened and they were pretty cool. There was a moderate amount of moshing going on, but the band didn't have that much energy ( Read more... )

Man. I'm feelig like crap. I got home today at around 1 because I cut the rally. I'm so hardcore. And now it's Friday night and I'm doing absolutely nothing at all. Even Derek and Kostya are at dances (different ones but still...) Except updating this crap ( Read more... )

it's not how it used to be.

I want it to be like how it used to be.

...speaking of which, the Used's new album is sweet,