I have to say that I have been talking to my friends about getting married and staying in Savannah. At first I thought "Oh man do we really have to stay here?" I thought that because I was hoping to make it closer to a big city where there was more to do. I come from Denver and there are always things to do. I mean museums, clubs, bars...etc. Also ( Read more... )

I have figured out that life is too short to hold grudges, be scared, and to not do what you want to do.

I have to admit that I am scared to death to be starting Chemo. I am equipped with my anti- naseau medicine and my thermometer. I have taken my education class. But really what does all of that mean? Well not alot since we are all different and it affects us all differently. I have a good outlook and I know that no matter what it will kick cancer ( Read more... )

So if you haven't read or heard already I have been diagnosed with breast cancer. Yeah I get to to get it out of the way early. I don't know what to think or feel. I get to figure out when chemo starts. It should be any day in the next two weeks. I will go through a 20 week regimen and then I will do 7 weeks of radiation. I am already sporting the ( Read more... )

Let's just put this out there. I am up fuck up. I have a big mouth. I talk alot. I sometimes create drama. I make bad decisions. I am not as smart as everyone would like me to be. I have weird friends and I have an even weirder boyfriend. I like to game. I like to go for coffee. I have two jobs. I have depression. I am needy some of the time. I ( Read more... )

I have a question?? I am the first to admit that when things in my life get crazy I am the first to drop off the friend radar. I also admit I flake out of things and i know my friends are tired of it. There are some who have forgiven me and still talk to me and others who don't call much and that is my own fault. But what do you do when a friend ( Read more... )

Well for the moment it looks as if I willl have some limited internt access for a little while. I am sort of excited to be connected again. Though it has been an interesting experiment to see what it is like not to be connected 24/7. Just got off work and realized I could actually check and post to the Journal. Have to say had an excelent time ( Read more... )

So a couple of mornings ago I was accused of being feisty. What is so wrong with that? So yeah on ocassion I actually get sleep and I get to be in a good mood when I wake up and I get all touchy and giggley. YOu would think that a person's significant other would be all excited. Okay I admit that maybe 11am may not be the perfect time to be all ( Read more... )

I thought that I would actually get to have three summers without having to bury a friend. Six summers ago it was my best friend Michael. His death was a big shock. It happened out of the blue. There weren't many details and the police wouldn't tell us a thing. I couldn't make it to the funeral ( Read more... )