never satisfied.

In my last journal entry, I thought I was going to come home and hate everything about it, and I totally remember that feeling really well. I was so upset about leaving Australia. I thought I found my soul mate, I thought Melbourne was the place for me ( Read more... )

So ( Read more... )

My last entry was 53 weeks ago. I can say that a lot has changed since then, and I am now in Australia.

I wish I didn't wear my heart on my sleeve. I need to stop telling people things.

He will always be able to play the "friend" card on you. He only has to be responsible for the expectations of a friend, rather than the the far greater expectations of a boyfriend. He's got the ultimate situation: a great friend with all the benefits of a girlfriend, whom he can see or not see whenever he wants to. He may be one of your ( Read more... )

Working at a Christian day camp doesn't teach me anything about loving thy neighbor and accepting others - it only makes me realize what uptight hypocrites (some) others are. Don't call yourself a Christian if you don't act like one should.

1. What is your current relationship status? - Really really really into somebody right now, who lives in New York. Mutually exclusive long distance - but not "in a relationship." I dunno ( Read more... )

So, Monday is my last day here. How strange. It's bittersweet how fast this year passed. Last night before bed, I layed down, and just started bawling my eyes out. And I'm not sure it was out of sadness at all, it was possibly from shock. My roommate is all moved out already and her side of the room is completely bare. Just like it was when we ( Read more... )

you didn't even hesitate
and now you and me are on our way
don't look back, don't think of all the places we should've been
it's a good thing that you came along with me...

you'll shine like gold in the air of summer