Well its been a long time since I wrote on this thing...77 weeks according to live journal but who keeps track?? honestly now. Shit has changed since then I got into college, and some what hate that factor... I mean its great that they want me...its actually pretty gratifiying that a school wants me and is willing to give me money to go there but ( Read more... )

Now that I think about it I realize that I've become tired of the thought of breathing. The signs are all there infront of us, but we are always too blind to see them.

It is because of that reason that the loss of beauty has become an everyday thing. One day because of our loss of sight and ignorance of pain that the world will lose all its beauty ( Read more... )

You ask me where I've been and I told you I had been everywhere and nowhere in the same moment.

Can you believe what I say or will you question my alibi and tell me to walk away slowly? Choice is yours. Will you drop the ball or drop your mind?

Questions, questions everywhere but no answers in sight..........

I just wanted to let you know that the weathers not perfect the day you die....

What the hell does that mean????????

Whisky whispers and Vodka dreams.........

I need to go to sleep or find something good to do other then sit and think about how uneventful my life is. I hate alcohol. I  really, really do. The thought of it makes me want to punch someone because of all the stupid shit it brang into my life and took out of it as well. But at the moment I want ( Read more... )

My heart is being squeezed into nothing. I'm choking on blood and unspoken reasons. I don't understand why no one can see. No one sees me turn almost translucent. "Eyes are the gateways to your soul", well mine must be closed because everyone smiles and thinks I'm ok. But why complain, things won't change they never do. They hibernate in my head ( Read more... )

So today I went to school and was all bored and such. Pretty much talked to Marissa and thats about it. Umm.. then after school I was doing my Shakespeare homework and Linzey called up and was all like "hello....we have girl scouts tonight.....alright?" And I was really confused because we haven't had girl scouts in forever. But I went and picked ( Read more... )

Dun Dun Dun!? Ok back on topic. The title of this lovely entry is what I want to change my screen name to. Tell me what you think. Soo what has happened recently? Serene came over on Sunday and we went to the old boots and sadles. Now it is called snuffy's which reminds me of a crackhouse but what can you do. That was a bit weird because our waiter ( Read more... )

Well I am back to further entertain the brains of boredom. Gather round as I wow you with my astounding wit and utter stupidity. Bit of a condtradiction isn't it? O well let's continue on with the recap. Since the last time I wrote life has been ......rollercoasterish. But that is what life is so I'll just say life has been the same. School is ( Read more... )

So here is the long retarted story. My cousin Linzey and I were in gym and when we got up to go get changed my butt hurt so my ass hurting started this whole conversation.

Me:"I think I broke my butt bone."

Linzey :"You probably pulled a muscle in your butt."

Me:"Do you even have muscles in your butt?"

(at the same time)Me:"Yeah cause you can ( Read more... )