I know you dont read this at all anymore ( Read more... )

Thank you meditation...
Ok I feel a little bit better...
I think I might erase this journal, just to make her happy so she will be my friend again...hopefully

New journal
www.livejournal.com/users/scienceofitall

Wierd name I know, it just happened to be the song playing at the time...
Bye

#1) Courtney has no buisness talking shit like she does. She started talking to me and trying to help me through this horrible time in my life but she tryed to get involved. She tryed to play some stupid little kid game with me and I told her that I was sorry, Meghan is the only girl that I can have feelings for ever, and that she had no buisness ( Read more... )

I missed class today, I spent two hours sitting in the shower crying because I can't make it go away ( Read more... )

Music is my life, my escape, and now I don't even have that. Everything that I listen to reminds me of her in some way. She wont even be my friend, after everything that we went through. I just dont understand how she can just go away and pretend that none of the past exists. Why does she get to have this wonderful new life and I am left behind, ( Read more... )

I constantly feel sick ( Read more... )

Jill finally got her headstone, it is actually very pretty ( Read more... )

She's gone ( Read more... )

I feel like I am going crazy ( Read more... )

Getting my vacinations ( Read more... )