I'm in a really good mood tonight. I looked at some pictures and was reminiscing and have been relaxing most of the day. And Tyler reminded me of this so I decided I wanted to log in again.. and after reading some of the stuff I've posted in the past, I realize that I've come a long way. Things have changed so much and I'm not the same girl. I am ( Read more... )

I am feeling so foolish lately. Plus I realize all these stupid entries are about boys. I guess because it's easy to talk about that rather than whatever else is going on in my life. Plus right now I'm feeling kind of down on myself because of the fact that I don't have a boyfriend... well more like because I haven't even been aware of people truly ( Read more... )

If you grip too tightly, you're gunna lose control ( Read more... )

So it's been forever since I've written.... things have been good overall. I've had some crazy rough patches that when I look back I honestly have no idea what I was thinking. I allowed myself to get caught up in things that are completely not me. I wasn't being myself and I knew it. It was really weird because I always prided myself in being the ( Read more... )

My mind is racing at the moment... which is making my mood be all over the place. I'm not really sure what to think. I think my life has been kinda crazy these past few weeks or so... end of my freshman year of college and coming home. I did some stupid things and some fun things and some things that I'm still not sure about. I called my ex, drunk ( Read more... )

lately my emotions are all over the place. i feel like there's just a total loss of hope, and faith. i watched juno this weekend and she said something about losing faith in humanity and i completely agree with that. no one ever stays together. they give up so easily or just stop trying. it doesn't matter whether they were in love or not...it just ( Read more... )

 I've decided that I'm going to be okay. How I get there, well I honestly haven't got the slightest clue. But I'm so sick of being ok and it all rushing away from me in an instant when something... well actually nothing happens. I don't know why I let this happen to me. I deserve to be happy. I don't want to sound full of my self but I'm a good ( Read more... )

Lately, life has been throwing some pretty shitty things in my direction and I don't know how I'm suppose to handle them. They say that God doesn't give you more than you can handle.... but what if you really can't? I feel like everything is falling apart around me and there's nothing I can do about it. Sometimes I really just wish that everything ( Read more... )