I hate ppl who think keeping secrets and lying to loved ones or the one their with makes everything better, thats bull, grow up and face ur mistakes like a person...I live with the fact my dad did do things to make my mom cry and all so I dont respect him as a person..too much grief he puts her through and he still does it..that goes to some ppl ( Read more... )

Well its been a while huh? things have happen while I havent written hear...friends are depressed..some asses will always b asses...and i found love over the net. This girl to me can rule my life as much as she wants because I am in love with her completely...it was fate that brought us together..she lives in sweden and her name is Lina and I am ( Read more... )

hmm ok well I had a fun experience over the weekend indeed..I hung out with babirs X3 they were so cute..I was just sittin here and these kids like 2 to 3 yrs old( I didnt know them) just came by me and started playin with me and so I played back..aww a childs smile brightened my day indeed..Im not like other guys are..Im into commitments and all.. ( Read more... )

yesh its me the lonely one ^^...hmm Id like to apologise to both foxxieangel and naukhel after they wrote some sweet stuff to me the last time about wanting to kill myself ...truth is I tried to on friday last week...Im not proud of what I tried to attempt but the one person who was my supporter of all things and been there for me always called me ( Read more... )

hi, missed this journal, sadly i know u dont...whats up with me u ask? Well bein bummed out and in class...Ive been depressed and pissed off for weeks now..dont ask I have my reasons..too many secrets I have to keep because Im so caring of others and what not..and dont want to lose friendship..one day I might snap cause Im sick of it all...the ( Read more... )

guess what!? Im sick XD!!! yay! But in class T_T well I got headache and it sux plus no umbrella and its rainin hard outside..might b a storm so the chances of me mkin it home dry free it aint gonna work XD....still depressed and stressed a bit ehh...whatever happens...happens right? well havent been on my old s/n for a while now...there r still ( Read more... )

damn for some reason my left arm is currently immobile :( I cant even lift halfway without feeling pain...I dont know what the fuck happened, but it was like this yesterday....even typing this is hard...I mustve slept on top of it a bit wrong...fuck I cant even lift anything either..I hope this will go away soon!

Im depressed as hell right now....My girl who I truly care about at this and wanna be with every waking moment, hasnt been online for a while and the last time I talked to her she said she had a virus...I emailed her, I send her notes on deviant and nothing comes back. God, I feel so worthless and hopeless at the same time cause she lives to fuckin ( Read more... )

well nothin happened after I got home...ppl on city buses smell like BO all the time O_o I had to suffer...XD I almost fell asleep on the train weeee so much fun XP ah well Im drawin a pic now so hopefully Ill finish it and post it on deviant XD later y'all

well at this time Im in school...yea u guessed it and theres this one short teacher that talks a lot....too much to the point u need to bring a set of headphones with u but I think her talking will melt the headphones off anyway XD;;;...Hmm boring as always here I suppose...must...kill....others...cant let them see me in action!!! ah well shes ( Read more... )