wow sleep depravation.... iz not too bad!! i've only had about an hour n a half of sleep today... none last night.... been up since 3-ish friday.... i'm actually in pretty good shape besides my headache from hell dat i've had since last night when we were drinkin.... it was definetely an interesting night last night.... rian and deanna..... same ( Read more... )

yes i'm still alive if n e one cares..... been sick as fuck.... fun times. not sure wut to write like i sayd i'm not good wit journals.... read a pretty good book tonight... iz called dare, truth, or promise... lesbian book kinda bout indecisiveness.... love..... coming out..... confusion... had some good religion issues bout homosexuality in it.. ( Read more... )

well, today was my dad's b-day so i guess i was kinda shitty today..... i'm in an "i hate the world cuz i'm still in it" mood.... i miss my dad... he was there n didn't have to b.... dat was the most awesome thing bout it..... i have a father and then a dad.... my dad was way better than my father.... my father doesn't exist as far as i'm concerned ( Read more... )

tomorrow's my dad's b-day...... :-s..... back window got fucked up.... iz shattered but still in there.... so it didn't bust out..... was up last night till 8 am this morning... my g-ma woke up wit a nose bleed and her blood pressure and sugar was up... her blood sugar was 365.... waiting for the cop to get back to me bout the stolen identity issue ( Read more... )

well, i'm not exactly sure wut to write... wut can i say imma boring person.... a lot of shit has gone down but iz in my other journal which i haven't written in in 3 months... kris n i r all better.... for now... lol... u know how dat goes.... my brother had a baby boy i'm so proud... i miss him haven't seen him since the 28th.... he was 5 pounds ( Read more... )

well, kris n i r broke up... iz over.... i think i'm startin to crush on someone else..... the least expected person... i mean her n i have talked, not lately, we've joked round bout stuff, but were never serious to my knowledge... she doesn't seem as bad as ppl say she is... i dunno lately i jus found myself thinkin bout her a lot n kinda missin ( Read more... )

my mom..... last night i asked her to stay home n watch movies wit us.. she's always complaining dat when i ask her to do somethin iz spending money... well, i rented em n she was like ok i'll stay home wit u n watch movies. well, she calls while we're gettin pizza n shit n she's like dan might b comin over 2. i was like no u'll ignore me n i won't ( Read more... )

but ya wut if somethin happened while she was gone? sure enough. thought the dog was dead kenny took her n threw her across the room. she layed there wit her neck all twisted round i thought she was gonna die n shit n then she got up n chris sayd he heard her neck pop and i checked her out n she seemed fine. i came home today and danny's car is ( Read more... )

whoo hoo! i'm happy we finally got our own place but if ya read kristin's journal u know dat... kris n i talked tonight. i love jus talkin to her... even if iz bout our problems... or problems i have wit n e one. talked bout my mom tonight. she sayd she's never put n e one b4 her kids... meaning my sister n i... but now iz like we dunt matter. i ( Read more... )

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