wow its been a while since ive been on here--- stupid myspace takes away from the fun of livejournal. anyhoo- i need to get this out so here it is... Im upset. im upset that money is always an issue. im upset that i smoke so much and i barely give a shit that im seriously harming my health. im upset that i dont draw enough anymore. im upset that i ( Read more... )

its pretty weird to see how things werk out. you think that everything is good and happy and "normal" but you rele DONT know wats going on in ur own life, nevermind everyone elses..... like ur best friends and watnot. everyone should just fucking mind their own business, and as fun and nice as friendships are, sometimes i wish that no one had any ( Read more... )

holy shit. i just ate so much god damn food, its not even funni. me and melissa went on another date. we went to cheesecake factory and i ordered this pizza garlic bread stuff. it wasnt as good as i had expected, but it wasnt bad. i ate about half of it. and then i had mashed potatoes as a side dish. i didnt finish them either. i was rele fuckin ( Read more... )

so lets see- today i got up, showered, went to marissa's chilled for a while and looked at yearbooks together. and guess wat?! IM IN HERS! i was so excited. i knew so many people too and marissas like yea you like deserve to be in it cause you know a bunch of people. so wat up! anyhoo marissas birthday is on friday but so is her prom so im not ( Read more... )

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Hey guys. Im in a super wierd mood rite now, and theres alot going on in my head rite now, so i figured it was a good time to type all this shit up here...Here's all of my poetry from class this year- lemme no wat u think. Some of them are stupid cause we had to use specific words or we had to make them rhyme, but some of them fuckin rock ( Read more... )

alrighty kids- i just looked at the last fuckin entry i have here and its from ALMOST a month ago... alright like 3 weeks about, but anyway im sucking at updating recently. i think its cause its because im so fucking busy. i have werk everyday and skool (yep still there mothertruckers) and last week was intense cause we had prom so i was running ( Read more... )

hey there- i havent written in a while, i actually have no idea when the last time was that i wrote so im gonna update last weekend and this weekend so far. lets see... last friday, i think that would have been the nite that i went to friendlys with bri, kori, melissa, and dylan. yea we got ice cream cause bri wanted to cause she was going away for ( Read more... )

hey wat up hotties ? so its FRIDAY and im super excited. im gonna eat these awesome pizza roll thangs soon and then im gonna get gas and get the sex outta here (haha 'the sex'? lol.. my bro says that) anyhoo- i dont rele no wat im doing tonite, but its okee... i feel spontaneous. haha thats a first. so i dont rele no why im writing this because i ( Read more... )

so here we go. i had a pretty decent week off. i mean i didnt fucking go to the bahamas like melissa did or anything but it wasnt that bad... until friday when i found out that i didnt pass my god fucking damn test for holy name. so now im completely fucked. when i told my mom she didnt know wat to say, she was like "uhh well wait, wat happened? ( Read more... )