it's just another reminder that the summers going fast. freshman orientation's tomorrow, we leave in about six hours. i have questions for tomorrow, pretty nervous which is weird. my impression of the entire situation is that there aren't going to be too many students coming from afar to go to the school, so i'm probably the only one nervous about ( Read more... )

wow. i haven't updated in a while. so i guess i have some things to say ( Read more... )

soo. works alrite, it's not the best place to be, but beggers can't be choosers. you know that stereotype .... oxford people are druggies, and aren't all that bright. well, it's true. these people don't know that much, they're prissy for some odd reason, they're standards you can see are well below what a lot of people i knows are ... and they do ( Read more... )

graduation was yesturday, and i just woke up after a long day of sleeping (*due to a long night of project graduation*) i thought i would cry more. or rather, i thought i would show my emotions more. well, i thought i did pretty good, until i had to say goodbye to a couple teachers. (soehren, taylor, lundgren, chutchian ( Read more... )

senior assembly made me cry. i've loved the last four years, and i wouldn't change a thing. i'm going to miss everybody, and i hope they know to the extent now. the assembly rocked. i loved the standing ovachion and it made me cry, more than i ever thought it would. mostly because i wasn't prepared for it. in the last week, i've recieved numerous ( Read more... )

we've got marching practice tomorrows (pretty much senior assembly) and i might cry. it's going to happen, i garuntee it. and i need to clean the house tonight, and clean my room, and look at my dress ... not to be cocky ( Read more... )

i just had again, for the second weekend in a row, an amazing time. boy and i going to miss this place. not high school, the people. umm, my mouth smells like cigars .... damn ( Read more... )

so i figured i'd list them, because they're intertwined and sometime hard for me to seperate. just what will i miss and what's making me cry? i will admitt i've cried a lot less, but sometimes when i don't expect it a tear sneaks it's way up to that old eye of mine and escapes ... they're sneaky bastards =p ( Read more... )

prom was absolutley amazing. it's an odd feeling, and i'm starting to feel it less, or so i thought. i was attempting to stop, not stop thinking about graduation just dissattach myself from the event itself. which i guess is a little ignorant and niave of me ... it was said last night for the first time, out of a teachers mouth. "ashley, they will ( Read more... )

i need to tell you something, and only you because i know that i wont feel stupid admitting this. i'm going crazi ... i think i'm slowly going crazi. there is almost nothing left of me here ...

- Ashley