the school smells a little funky today. i guess there was some kind of problem around tripp lake and the school sucked up all the air. well, now my chest hurts like a bitch - i don't know if it's because of the lake, or if i'm just going completely crazi and such at this whole "living" thing ( Read more... )

i was going to skip. to be completely honost i was going to skip. the problem with this, is i wouldn't be able to put my whole heart into it, i know i would. thirteen days left of school, i can't miss them ... it's like letting the a peice of time just pass you by ( Read more... )

nine days + four days for finals. do you understand just exactly what that means? it means we have a short period of time to feel perfect. to feel this moment, because it will never come again. as one of my favorite authors wrote: "my goodness how the time has flewn, how did it get so late so soon?" - Dr. Suess, and with this realization, let's ( Read more... )

i'm really excited for the end of the year. lol, i love that everytime i update this thing i always talk about the end of the year. well, anyway. i bought a really cute dress for graduation, now all i need are shoes. i'm putting my hair up because, well ... if i don't i might die.

i'm excited for the class trip also. i can not WAIT to go white ( Read more... )

i guess i did something bad. without realizing it but hey, that fact isnt going to make people not hate me tomorrow, and it's not going to fix the problem. i'm going to have to talk to crystal.

20 days left of school and counting. i've got to tell you, i can't wait.

- ashley

i'm extremely tired and have to leave for school in about two seconds. there's a big part of me that is fighting the temptation to stay home ... cause of the tiredness. i have to write a paper today. a paper anywhere between five - eight pages on cognitive development. i find the subject interesting ... some people don't. and thats not the bad part ( Read more... )

these next couple weeks are going to be pure craziness. hectic people are going to be the only ones surrounding me, and it might drive me more insane. who knows. i'm just positive that i need to get my senior celebration over with, my stats test over with, and my stupid college class over with. maybe then i might feel somewhat normal or ready to ( Read more... )

anna has got to be the cutest thing in the world. sometimes. other times she just screams. she's picked up this blood curteling scream, and she knows it pisses people off. but she was jumping on the mat at the track, and it was adorable (i have to admitt that ( Read more... )

in the last day i've become probably the most synical person. i really dislike this too. i can't seem to wrap my head around this "senior celebration" thing and it's freaking me out. i'm trying ... i really am, in a lot of areas right now but, i'm afraid my best isn't good enough>/i> anymore ( Read more... )

i met some random kid named dan in the library at usm today. it was pretty chill. haha, i had a good time talking to him (he taught me how to use the library ... and yes it's sad that i didn't know. nor was i tall enough to get the books i needed, i guess it's a good thing he was?)

i took that test that i *stressed* about for the last two weeks. ( Read more... )