I met this really awesome guy...he is a bit older than me...just by two years though! He so awesome to talk to. He came over to my house and we just chilled nd talked in my room for like an hour...just talked...thats all....but yeah...he is probably going to read this and I am going to make my self look like an ass, because I just met him like a ( Read more... )

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I know I am not the best with relationships, so excuse me if I sound a little bitchy or ass holish. The first night I spent the night at Rosss house I slept with him, twice!!! We were not even going out then! Aeron and I had sex way before we started going out! Like a year before we started going out! Bradley and I almost slept together the third ( Read more... )

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I am going to be in trouble for posting this blog and being on the computer now so I will be back as soon as I can! You know how fucking ridiculously parents can stupidly overreact!!! My father is pissed off at me because I am disobeying his order by NOT remaining off the computer, because, “I have no business being on the computer.” It is because ( Read more... )

Groar! Summer vacation is so boring! I wish school was just around the corner not three months away…Today…is Tuesday…which means that two days from now is the concert…I have nothing to wear that is all 40s swingish, so I am going there in a pair of jeans, converses, and a t-shirt or two…and I will probably fohawk my hair…I will still look good…like ( Read more... )

I recently learned that I am bursting with sexual energy!!! I have not really had sex or any type of physical contact with a guy in about a month! I know that does not seem like a long time, but it is for me! As I was touching myself last night, I was thinking about all the things I want to do to another person…honestly, I hate jacking off…alone ( Read more... )

All is good right now. I went shopping with my mother, where I discovered that I love my mother to death. I am totally a momma’s boy! I love to go shopping with her! I bought a pair of black and white Converses. My first pair, I know I am a loser, but I am a loser with a pair of converses. Oh yeah bitches! When I got home I continued playing my ( Read more... )

Dystopia is defined as an imaginary place of total misery and wretchedness. Has anybody ever thought that, maybe an individual’s imagination can be so powerful; their imagination has a way of transforming itself into our reality. How can something so…made up, seem so real to us? I lay in my house, drenched in sweat and tears, miserable as I can be ( Read more... )