Tomorrow night should be tons of fun. Shawna, Jeremy, Megan, Ben and I are all going to hang out and drink. We booked a room at the Motel 6 on Sepulveda by the 110 freeway (I know it's ghetto, but it was the cheapest place we could find). This is the first time I will actually have a boyfriend to kiss at midnight...yays. I hope we have a lot of fun ( Read more... )

I had a plan to go see Wendell during my vacation, but I don't know if that is going to happen. Since he has gotten out of prison I have talked to him once. He has a cell phone and the ability to dial my number and talk to me, but he doesn't put in that effort. It's like now that he has other people, besides me, to talk to he doesn't want anything ( Read more... )

Hurah...it's Christmas as of 5 minutes ago. I hope everyone has a good one. I hope everyone gets what they wanted...I already got what I wanted...my Ben. =) Well, until next time. PEACE!!

(Weird...my dad let Ben spend the night since he is going with us in the morning. Too bad he is making him sleep downstairs...oh well.)

So, Christmas...crap. I lived through Hanukkah with my grandma...now I have to live through Christmas with my other family. I never look forward to this time of year. I hate having to see my aunts, uncles, and cousins...they are so...blah. My family seems to be the only normal ones out of the whole family...one side thinks they are too poor, but ( Read more... )

Pig Latin is a fun language. That's how we said it the first time. =)

School is over for me until February...no winter session for me. This gives me time to relax and go on a nice vacation with my parents. I might also go visit Wendell now that he is out of prison. Then when spring semester comes I will only be at school on Mondays and Wednesdays so I will be trying to get a job. Hurah. I plan to spend a lot of time ( Read more... )

I hate finals...thank goodness it will al be over tomorrow. Too bad I end the semester with an anatomy & anthropology final. Blah. I can't wait for this week to be over.

I was laying with Ben last night, and I got upset. I am so scared that this is all a dream and I am going to wake up and it's all going to be gone. I feel like because I am so happy, something is going to happen and all go to shit. Ben feels differently. "Don't be scared...I'm not. I know everything is going to be fine." I mean he is already ( Read more... )

So, I talked to Shawna last night. She isn't mad anymore. I knew she would get over it...but it's the funniest thing. I was saying how it would be hard for her to tell me if her and Jeremy got back together...well they did. That's basically why she called me...she wanted to tell me because we are best friends and best friends are supposed to tell ( Read more... )

Shawna is pissed because I am with Ben. She is being kind of childish about it...I mean she won't even talk to me. She says she is hurt that I didn't call her right away and tell her. She knows damn well that that wasn't easy...I almost didn't tell her at all because I knew she would get mad. Plus, it's kind of like if she would get back with ( Read more... )