This whole time that Ben and I have been hanging out since...you know...I have seen us as just friends. He started doing little things that made me believe that he was starting to have feelings for me, but I ignored them because I didn't want to get my hopes up. Well, tonight he and I went to 6th street for the first Thursday of the month thing... ( Read more... )

I hate having to choose. I hate the fact that she hates him so much. I hate it that she doesn't care that it's hard for me. Lately I would almost prefer to hang out with him than them. I don't fit with them anymore. I stick out like the sore thumb. They are all punk/emo, and I am...not. I think she would rather hang out with her than me. What ( Read more... )

I AM 32% ASSHOLE/BITCH!
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All I can say is that it feels nice to fall asleep in someone's arms...I wish it could happen every night.

I don't really have much to say. Thanksgiving was fun...except for the whole my grandma is here thing. I took Ben to his mom's house, and later I picked him up. We realized how much like his mom I am. We think alike and the other day I said something to him and he said that I sounded like her. I like her she is awsome...luckily she likes me too ( Read more... )

- Went to The Boogie on Friday with Shawna & Megan. They got asked to dance and hit on a whole lot...I didn't. I danced near them most of the night...oh well them guys can't appreciate us fat bitches ( Read more... )

I was just talking to Rick. I was telling him about the whole Ben drama shit. He said to me "Well, if you would have been hanging out with me instead of stupid ass guys that wouldn't of happened!!" What the fuck is that?? He's so dumb. I told him he was all talk because whenever he talks about shit and I see him he never makes a move...he says that ( Read more... )

Tonight Ashley, Shawna, Megan and I saw "The Grudge". Scary ass movie!! I liked it though. Now I want to see "Saw" and all the new scary movies that are supposed to come out soon...especially "The Ring 2". Good times. We actually had a girls night...everytime we tried to have one Ben would come along. That won't be happening for a while... ( Read more... )

I don't really want to go into the whole story of what happened with Ben these few days so I will just shorten it. Basically he likes Shawna and has been messing around with me anyway...using me. He says he didn't want to hurt me and he was trying to think of a way to tell me without hurting me. Well, he didn't succeed...I spent Wednesday through ( Read more... )

You Are From the Sun


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