watch out kids, cause i've got something to tell you.
don't get fucked up on a school night. UNLESS you finish all your homework and do the chores!

--i wrote this in my private diaryland, thought i would share ( Read more... )

well, well, Cristina heard Matt was outside of the school today. Cristina wanted to see Matt. Cristina thought it best not to take any action and just go straight to her bus, because she would of looked obsessive or needy, where, really, all she wants to do is look at him and fantasize about the amazing --- he gave her ( Read more... )

I can't handle this shit. None of my "friends" give a fuck about me. YEAH FUCKING IGNORE THE BITCH WITH THE PROBLEMS ( Read more... )

I was reading over my old diary entries in diaryland over the summer. I had the best summer of my life. *Sigh* i've changed so much. it's so weird. I'm sitting here clenching my teeth and in such a hazy state of mind. This is why i hate smoking in the middle of the day, but hey, i had people over so i had to be a good host, right? well, i just need ( Read more... )

I woke up this morning with a bad hangover ( Read more... )

back to school. it wasn't so bad. i did a very intensive workout today, aaannddd i had ZERO cigarettes. My life is getting back on track now. School keeps me in a routine, which is good for my mind, body, and soul lol. Well, i'm sitting here with whitre strips in my mouth and i'm drooling. it's sexy.i keep having to suck in my spit (EWWWW she's ( Read more... )

hahah no way i just created the best artwork ever. And the music i'm listening to is absolutley amazing. it's like a power song lol.

ift that you give to me
no on knows
and for my art. (it was musically influenced)

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I feel...empty. i don't know what can make me whole again. I wish i could figure it out. I think feeling empty is worse than being depressed. When you're depressed you know what's wrong wether something happened to you, it's drugs, or just an imbalance. You cry, kick, scream, sulk, write, cut, talk it over, you do something about it. When you're ( Read more... )

haha word i'm so bad

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