I found mommy's medicine and it makes me feel good :P

THIS IS THAT FRESH...THAT FRESH FEELING!

oh yeah, i also made something: ( i <3 PKs )

awesome....awesome fucking new year. there was a keg at nick's, weed at bobby's, and i was very comfortable with myself god i love alcohol ( Read more... )

alcohol is my nre best friend. it cured my social anxiety. or maybe i just felt comfortable around the people i was with last night. well, whatever, i don't remeber shit after i smoked a blunt....i came home and passed out fully dressed (minus pants) i was so fucking wasted last night it was awesome!

So i finally got what i wanted...some time with friends and people. And what happenes? I get high, have fun for a while, and then almost have a panick attack. Probably the fact that Matt was there triggered my social anxiety/panick attack or maybe it was that i wasn't used to all these people. I've realized i'm becoming highly insecure which is ( Read more... )

shit is a-okay. i'm over the whole being lonley thing. well, i mean not really, but it's not as bad.
i think i'm still high from the sleeping pills i took last night. woo...i went to bed around 1..i had no idea where the fuck the time went lol. i took them at 11.
anyway, i would like to get out today cause it's pretty out. yeah. that's it good bye

horray for an yet another friday of disspointment, depression, and lonliness ( Read more... )

I AM COMPLETLEY FREAKING OUT!!!!!

I CANNOT HANDLE A BROKEN COMPUTER!!!

I clicked on the stupid fucking profile virus crap and it's eating my computer, taking it's life away and i'm sitting here on the verge of tears because my computer is everything and i'm getting a CD burner for christmas and if my computer dies i will be very, very, extremly ( Read more... )

So michael has officially moved in. He brought over his kick ass entertainment system along with a nice, clear definition TV. A big change from our TV that was made 38947329847324 years ago. He also brought over very big comfortable couches mmm soo good ( Read more... )

I hate:

• weekends
• thinking
• being alone
• not being able to sleep
• feeling and looking like shit

Hmm...my parents are going out and my mom said that if i have people over she'll stay out later. blahh i know i won't though cause nobody wants to drive all the way to Plainsboro.