Ugh... i'm bored. I'm hoping to see Matt today. I love him so much it's going to suck so bad when i leave. But hey, if it's meant to be, it will be, right? So anyways, I'm freezing cold... my mom keeps this house so fucking cold. And i'm hungry... we have like NO food... argh! I just can't wait to see Matt. Tomorrow's Amy's graduation. Fun ( Read more... )

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So yeah... i'm sick of this shit. I can't wait until i go up North. I just wanted to say that. School is shit. Life is shit. I really just want to fall off the face of the planet.
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COUNTDOWN:
4 DAYS OF SCHOOL LEFT, NOT INCLUDING EXAMS
6 DAYS OF SCHOOL LEFT, INCLUDING EXAMS
28 DAYS UNTIL JERSEY!

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This is now going to be a friends only journal because matt's stupid bitch girlfriend is reading it now... grrr.
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I am SO pissed right now. I'm no longer talking to Matt. I found out that he told his girlfriend, Melanie, a lot about me. That didn't bother me much until he told her something that i haven't even told any of you i don't think. See, something happened to me once, where i was raped. Matt was just about the only, if not the only, person i EVER ( Read more... )

I'm still in love with John and Matt.  John and i talked for about 2 hours last night.  I don't know, i can't get back with him.  I don't want it to be over, but i know it has to be.  I love Matt too but he's back with Melanie i think.  I knew it would happen, i just didn't want it to.  Oh well, i guess any hopes of him is ruined because of her.  I ( Read more... )

I've decided no more serious relationships for me. John broke up with me last night... i'm so amazed. I really thought we were meant for each other, but obviously he didn't feel the same way. He said he didn't want it to be the end completely but i told him that i wouldn't give him the power to tear my heart out again. I also told him that he's ( Read more... )

aye... my whole world has fallen apart and i don't know what to do. My life is such a mess right now i hide from it... all i do is work so i don't have to deal with life's harsh realities. Oh well, maybe that's just me. But spring break is this week and what am i doing the whole time? working... yup, cool me. Hopefully Ashley and me can hang ( Read more... )

Okay... i'm too lazy to re-type this so i'm copying it from my MySpace... sorry if it doesn't make sense to you... it doesn't really make sense to me, just a stupid motherfucking rant ( Read more... )