my time at flagler is almost up. after many dried tears, sleepless nights from worry, and hours of intense circular thinking, i have finally decided what i want to do next. i MUST leave the country. i want so desperately to travel ( Read more... )

it is 2:24 in the morning. i am drinking a strong whiskey and coke.. by myself ( Read more... )

the pressure of everything i have to do within the next week is finally setting in. the stress has begun ( Read more... )

he's such a faggot.

and i love him.

these last few days have been so strange ( Read more... )

NOT awesome::

getting drugged at a party
vomiting painfully
peeing out of my bum
lack of privacy
my dirty room
that stupid boy who i can't get off my mind
ME for being a stupid girl

awesome::

people who love me
alone beach time
naps
tanning
my new job
working out
not smoking cigarettes like a chimney
the exit

you get me every time.

i just took two hits of a cigarette. it was gross ( Read more... )

it's my turn for "the list ( Read more... )

ahhh yesterday was such a breath of fresh air after the insanity of friday and saturday nights. who could complain about going to the beach for three hours with rachel and beautiful europeans ( Read more... )