on a happier note....work has been okay ( Read more... )

this is incredibly depressing. i've been thinking a lot tonight. i really regret my attempts in the past week to be friends with meaghan again. i'm such a chump. don't get me wrong, i do not regret apologizing for my actions, however, is what i did really worthy of such drama? to be honest if our friendship was worth anything, she would have ( Read more... )

i was thinking. surprise. well i was trying to figure out why i just accept the way things are and how everything happens. i came to the conclusion that chaos is my normal. when something disastrous isn't happening i just anticipate. its always lurking around the corner. another twist to my car crash of a life. i've done absolutly nothing to have ( Read more... )

Why are we friends ( Read more... )

i need to take out ( Read more... )

i hate winter ( Read more... )

people are so self-centered and superficial it's ridiculous. i am seriously considering pulling a nicole cagiano and just not talking to people. i love how nothing seems to phase this little tart , it really amazes me. it's actually quite facinating. when you're there for someone 24-7 and you need them once ...oh god this is getting me mad.... ( Read more... )

yEaHHH....Well its new years , last night i went to fitz's with meaghan which has become absolutely pointless in every sense of the word because i don't drink or anything...i thought i had work from 8-2 the next day so i left early and cried for 3 hours...apparently i'm depressed again...this is definetly seasonal because i get depressed the same ( Read more... )

1. Dennis
2. Dennis
3. The human race
4. IB.C/A.A
5.My inability to do math
6. The ny mets
7. Incompetance
8. K.M
9. Ignrorance
10. selfishness

i'm not doing as terrible in school anymore ...but i need to do better still ( Read more... )