The past few months have been like days. I can't decide whether I'd like to squeeze them so tight and never let go, or to erase them from my mind completely. 

 life feels particularly difficult today.

 Things... have been stable for the past few weeks. Only I know the reason. And only I can rock the boat anymore, which both frightens and excites me at the same time. Yet I can't feel either of those things. yet. Being alone has been very good for me. It's helping me remember who I was, or who I wanted to be at the very least. I'm trying my very ( Read more... )

alone
more so now than ever

Everything is so different these days . Thanksgiving was interesting. I spent the day with Chels and Lauren (thee most amazing chef ever.) It was supremely non-traditional, but delicious nonetheless. I attempted to make a meatless meatloaf and it sucked. The flavors were there, the loaf... not so much. I caved at midnight after going to the Eagles ( Read more... )

anyway, after ten months. almost one year. i am single again. the pea stands alone. again.

i am miserable.

This has been a good weekend, starting Saturday I mean. Well, Friday was nice because I got to see Erik and he was happy and all smiles because it was his birthday. He probably would have been all smiles even if it wasn't his birthday. That's Erik.

My my my my, my my my my, my my.

I saw Mates of State for the third time now. Those two are magical. ( Read more... )

Come on skinny love just last the year ( Read more... )

You've forgotten to clean the dust from the fan blades and they haven't moved in weeks. The cold is here to stay. The dust won't go away, without your help.

i'm on my knees looking for the answer. are we human or are we dancer?