im struggleing here.. i have no idea what i want.

I hate this thing,
but i feel like my life is crashing down.
the end.

I miss everything... The last couple of weeks, we spoke twice. We faught, and then made up, and now we're not talking again. It makes me really sad, to the point where I wish I can go to your house and just tell you how much I really need you in my life... but i won't because for once I am going to be the stronger person. I hate giving up. its just ( Read more... )

Party like a rockstar :]
i love my friends, and i love what we do every night. i could care less what you think about me. i like him, he makes me very happy even though hes leaveing in less then a year. i alwatys get screwed over, but i have soooo much fun with him right now.

There AREEE amazing guys out there....The problem is not finding them for me... it's learning to like them as more then best friends. I have way too many guy friends and i don't understand why i can't like them, instead i talk to them about everything and then fall for the assholes who make me constently cry, and then i feel terrible for always ( Read more... )

fuck people who judge me or think that they know me... i guess you were never really friends in the first place. goodbye, nice 'knowing' you.

it takes times like these to find out who your true friends are, i dont need them.

Prom was honestly really lame, not because it sucked just because my date clinged onto me the entire night and thought that i wanted him as more then just a friend...the entire night...afterwards i ditched him, said i was going to sleep (which i kinda dont feel bad for at all} and went to two after parties that made up for the entire night, i kinda ( Read more... )

Dude, did that really just happen?!?
...Thats how i've been feeling a lot lately, regardless it was still fun as hell, this summer has started out fuckin great! :]

I'm so overcome with emotion that i can't even begin to describe how i feel right now. Highschool had it's up and downs but it was really the most rewarding experice i have ever had. I made so many friends that i know i will never talk to let alone see again and its really upsetting. Its like we spend all of our time investing in these ( Read more... )

So i like a boy, his name is Brandon and hes really cute :]
Just my type and probably one of the nicest guys i've ever met. yayyy. i'm happy !!

You look && he looks ..
you wonder if your glance had the
same effect on him as his had on you.