Thursday night I tried to end it with Josh. Well, atleast take a break...Just right now, I need to be alone. I need to straighten things out, figure things out. Get happy again. But he won't let me. He said that if we aren't together then he doesn't want anything to do with me anymore is what he pretty much said. No being friends, no talking ( Read more... )

Today at work, I lost it. I told everyone I was fine...no one believed me but whatever I suppose. Stress is really getting to me now ( Read more... )

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Yesterday was so fucking awesome! First I saw an old friend that I haven't seen in a while. We hung out some. Then I went to work. Work was alright. I was suppose to hang out with Shad later that night and go swimming after work, but Bryan invited me to go to Buffalo Joe's with him and a couple of other people, and Nick invited me to go to ( Read more... )

Well, hell has broken loose. My dad is soooo fucking pissed. And pretty soon he's going to be even more pissed. (Long story ( Read more... )

Haven't updated in a while...haven't really had much time. Been working alot lately...and when I'm not working I'm either with Josh or out with friends. George said next week is going to be hell...well for...well nevermind. I'm kinda stressed about some things right now. It really sucks ( Read more... )

OK well, sunday night I spent the night at Josh's house. And then at 7:30 on monday me Josh Adam and Stephanie went to Carowinds. We only stayed til like 3. It was fun. We rode roller coasters and stuff. um, yea...when we got back just pretty much went to sleep. then drove home ( Read more... )

Things have been real stressful between me and Josh. We are trying to make things go back to the way they were before, but it's really not working. But maybe in a lil more time it will change ( Read more... )

BLuah!! This sucks. After I got off the fone with Josh went into my room (sometime between 5:30 and 6) and I feel asleep then I woke up about 11:30 and now I'm like all awake and I can't sleep. Grrrrrr... I'm also sad bc Josh didn't come over. I knew that he wouldn't though. I don't know if I'll see him tomorrow...bc Sunday I told everyone at ( Read more... )

I just got back from the beach. It was the best time I ever had!! I had soooooo much fun!! I left after work on Monday around 10:30 or so. I got there a lil before 2. I prolly creeped this one guy out bc I followed him from once I got on to 26 all the way to 501. But after I got there, Andrew was already pretty much asleep, all I got out of ( Read more... )