i hate you.  why are we even together.

Tuesday I spent some of the day with Josh. I gave up so much with him. I know that no guy will ever treat me as good as he did. The way he looks at me, still gives me butterflies in my stomach. I miss him A LOT. He said that I'm never going to get him back...which makes me very sad. But like I said before...I don't need a boyfriend right now, I ( Read more... )

Everybody hates me. Everybody. I wish I could just leave and just start all over. I want to go somewhere, where no one knows me and I can start fresh. I think I should just start staying home and not go out anywhere anymore. I just want to be happy again ( Read more... )

Bc of certain people I am getting a new journal. For some of you I will give you my new name, for the rest...guess your shit outta luck, bc I'm not going to be posting my new name. So holla!

Things at work are fucked up. People need to stay the fuck up out my buisness. Sick of CB ( Read more... )

The past two nights have been kool. Got drunk and crashed at a friends. Tonight after work I'm going to Gametime with people from work. like always...lol. Hopefully it should b fun. Me and Josh are suppose to get together on Tuesday, I'm looking forward to it. I called him the other day but he never answered his fone. And right now he's not ( Read more... )

....Me and Josh are not longer together ( Read more... )

Yesterday was good. No work, so that made it even better. But Josh came over for a lil bit. After he left I sat around for a bit then I was going to go to the mall to see Dusting but Nick called and said that he didn't have to work at all so I went ahead and went up to Cracker Barrel to get him. Then we just drove around for a bit then went to ( Read more... )

Hornbeam Tree (Good Taste) -- of cool beauty, cares for its looks ( Read more... )

Today...work sucked like a mother fucker. What the fuck else is new right ( Read more... )