so I doubt that anyone actually reads this at all anymore so I can say this here..... HE BRUISED MY LADY BITS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! MOTHER FUCKER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I never get what I want.... partially because most of the things i want need to be given to me by other people... freely,.. so when they don't give me what I want I get hurt, but it's not really their fault. ... but I want to blame someone... but I can't.... I want to want something that I can give myself but I can't....

Beanie

I want to be the boc pope next year... that way I will be the virgin queen of the sponges and the pope.... random update.. but I don't have some where else that is totally Cornell free

so I read karens post on wanting a baby, ... and I do too but I don't know if I would be a good mother, I was babysitting last night, and I was all like I don't know what you want *wimper*, she was only like 13 months or something... and she never went to sleep! her mom didn't get back until 1:30 AM! and she was still up and runnning around.. or ( Read more... )

I hate my job... and I hate summer... .... I think that I might be depressed... I don't get to see anyone... I saw Rachel last weekend but... it's not enough. I live! for my friends and right now I don't have any... (that I can see every day). add on to that the fact that I'm waking up every day at 5 to work, working with people that I hate, and ( Read more... )

I have only ever been asked out like twice, and the first time was to use me to get back at my sister for something. And now it seems that the second was only to take advantage over me. But I am so confused, because, half of the people I talk to want me to give him a chance, and the other tells me not to go near him. I don't know what to do! I don' ( Read more... )

Mrs. Doom, Br. Paul, and Ms. Ford!!! are all leaving prep!!!?!?! WTF!!!!!!!!!!?!?!?!!?!!?!?!?!?????

Beanie!

I got asked out!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

so, I have over 50 FoB songs on my computer, and I have been listening to them, for the past few hours. I love my friend from work who gave them to me!!! For the next few days I am going to be pledgeing so prolly won't be able to talk to a lot of you, (thus the post!) I can't wait for tomorrow!!! It's going to be so much fun, but work too! We are ( Read more... )

I have offically watched all of QAF!!!!!! HA! I am really happy!!!!!!!! the ending was so bitter sweet! Yesterday was the best rehearsal that I've had for Madrigal... and today's was prolly the funniest. Today... let's see, the 2 people that usually don't show up, did, but they were still drunk from the night before, and another was hung over, ( Read more... )