sooo everything has been going by so fast. sooo many wierd things have been going on. i've been partying alot i guess =/...i hung out with paul for the first time in a while. i also hung out with his ex girlfriend heather :) lol shes really nice. we hung out at chris' house with jimmy. it was alright i guess. kirk & i are going to fLorida the 23rd ( Read more... )

merry fuckin christmas everyone. & happy birthday momma=)

( breathe out..so i can breathe you in. )

everything has been so good lately, its kind of unbelievable. this morning, everything went downhill. i got into the biggest fight with my mom...im not going to get into it but it was bad. she said i couldnt see kirk anymore cuz i got home at like 12:30 last night because we fell asleep. i woke him up this morning with a text saying "hey, we need ( Read more... )

..so right now im on the phone with the doctors...lauren was worried because i took 5 sleeping pills & you can die from that, especially a girl my size. oh well dude...im not that worried. besides this..my life is great right now...im pretty much moved into my new house with my mom, i think its going to be great for us two. kirky helped me move in ( Read more... )

i dont even know where to begin. alot is going on right now. between moving & kirk i have my fuckin hands full, not to mention school. wich im doing horribly at. i cant blame anyone else because i dont put effort into it at all wich is totally my fault. with kirk. its my issue, i dont know if im ready for a relationship just yet, & he notcied too. ( Read more... )

i am so incredibly happy...these past couple of days have been amazing...<3! the things that come out of this kids mouth are so fuckin funny, i love it =) im not gonna go any further into it yet. step by step he says<3

i dont even know where to begin. so im not going too. this really sucks though. wow.

somehow me hanging out with all these guys is me being a whore. whatever dude, fuck you all. im actually happy right now, with how things are going. its not like im sleeping around, so its all good. you can all fuck yourselves :). im going on a date! peace.

these past couple of days have been wierd. ive cried alot. nate oddy killed himself. everyone seems to be dying..its not even winter yet. whos next huh?! i remember last year when something happened with nate & paul was really upset about it, so i called paul & told him...he didnt wanna believe it & i remember one thing he said in particular that ( Read more... )