( closing your eyes to disappear )

" Now i will tell you what i've done for you ( Read more... )

well alot has happened. i dont really know where to begin butt...paul & i got into a huge fight...we didnt talk for a while, we talked the other night & hung out last night, but then hung out with his friends:-/ & stuff. I love him but i dont know what i want right now. then i have to deal with the whole dave thing...i dont really know how im gonna ( Read more... )

..soo this weekend. dont really know what to say...

besides im sorry samm. i am & i did fall asleep yesterday! i love you so much, we've been through so much. i messed up once with stupid shit, you cant be mad at me for that. i thought i could tell you. you mean alot to me & i love you. hope you remmeber.i'll be talkin to you about this soon. <33 ( Read more... )

this week has been good pretty much :). besides monday of course. i was in the WORST mood, yelled at a fat chick...ate aLOT, found out my moms going to florida for my grandmother during the HURRICANE...but besides that. tuesday i got toutered by danielle! then samm came & got me & we met jamison at deangelos. then went to troys lake house & played ( Read more... )

i gave my heart
and that's all i can give you
and if  thats not enough
then i'm not enough...
              -One Tree Hill

some say that i am a fool to love you
some say that i am too dumb to kno whats right for me
but only i can live my life
and only i can feel my heartache
i`ve never claimed to kno everything
but i know wen your loves away
i cant sleep and i cant eat
and i cant live and i cant breathe
so dont make a fool of me...just love me.

last night wasnt so bad...going to the spirit week dance, what i did before was awful come to think of it. totally regret it. i mean at the dance i kept thinking about last year, how happy &excited i was about kissing paul hanley! our first kiss, it was hard being there but my girls made it worth while :) & torrey asked me to the junior semi but im ( Read more... )

...so my weekends full ( Read more... )

soo ALOT has been going on, but im dealing with it all pretty good. everything cant be perfect & sometimes change isnt a bad thing...i hope, its just the gettin used to part thats hard. i think you realize more what your losing after you lost it completely to realize things you did wrong, that went wrong, how it could have been better. but all in ( Read more... )