So I have been on hiatus on this thing for awhile
Why.. I think I am scared of exposing the real me.
Maybe I front half the time or maybe I am afraid of failure.
I know that to be a better person I have to be more open and honest with myself which
I dont even think I have been doing for quite some time
Maybe this is a start,, we will see

i feel so blah and speechless today

im just tired tired tired tired:(

I worked all weekend 7-3am on friday night. 8am-5 at the shithole, 7-3am at the bar on sat and 8-5 on sunday again at the shit hole. Then my girl K asked me to chill with her and we ended up drinking till 1 am and then back at the shit hole on monday at 9am ( Read more... )

Ok so placement is in a month and I read Michelle's journal fuckin whinning about no placement.. i dont have one etheir and Gillian is on my ass ( Read more... )

valentine's day made me speechless

hehe tommorow is valentines:P ( Read more... )

when a girl is quiet, it means there are a million things running through her mind ( Read more... )

I dont know what to think anymore
i am just keeping to myself
thats the best thing for me right now anyway

This song... i dont know...shit ( Read more... )